Jus10

Vulnerable,

I don’t get it… I feel like there’s something wrong with me. I’m not friendly enough. I’m not smart enough. I’m not cool enough. I really don’t get it. Everything was so easy in high school—and not just the academics part. The balancing of school and social life, all of that is so difficult now. On top of that, I miss my home and my family and all my friends. I’m afraid college won’t be able to top high school. I know I shouldn’t be saying or thinking that, and I know I should be doing something about my problem instead of whining about it. But holy fuck balls, I’m having a lot of trouble doing what used to be so fucking easy. I don’t want sympathy; I just want some fucking reassurance that everything’s gonna be okay.